It’s been 5 days..

It’s been 5 days..

Since I’ve held her hand.

Heard her laugh. 

Kissed the nape of her neck or smelled the scent of her skin. 

I miss her. God.. where do I even begin..

Yes, I’ve given myself pleasure. (Multiple times to tell the truth). Watched our sexiest videos and orgasmed to photos of her stored in a secret folder in my phone. It hasn’t scratched the itch at all though and I know that from the moment I walk through the door I’ll be on. 

Kids that miss me dearly. 

Our house that’s probably a mess. 

A dog that might pee from excitement which is hella inconvenient but will make me super happy nonetheless. A woman that’s tired and energetically worn down from giving so much and doing her very best. 

Let me explain a bit. Give you some context. 

See my woman. She’s a superwoman who does way more than she should have to. Full time job, full time student. Full time mom and when I’m gone her load is doubled so when I say she’s worn down I mean it in every sense.

So.. my cravings. My desire and appreciation for her comes from a place of wanting her to feel and know that I see all that she is. 

And here’s where the fun begins:

Once meals have been had, bellies are full, stories have been read and they’re sleep in their beds. 

I’ll head to our room where we will both undress. Then we’ll kiss and lay down to hold each other while sharing a story or two about our lives from the past week. What annoyed us, inspired us, what made us laugh till we were weak. 

Then I’ll pull her to the edge of the bed. Drop to my knees and spread her legs. I’ll take her in with my eyes. Looking at her. Admiring her. Letting my desire and arousal rise. I’ll close my eyes and let my tongue begin to roam. Her hips, her legs, her thighs, her feet. 

I’ll suck her toes and grip her skin. Then make my way down till my tongue is teasing her ass. I’ll tell her how much she’s been missed and how much I’ve been looking forward to this as my kisses go everywhere but her clit. 

I’ll take my time on her inner thighs letting her own arousal grow and her body open up more. I’ll lick around her lips working my way from the outside in. By time I get to her sweetest place I’ll dip my tongue in. As deep as it can go trying to lap up all that I can. 

Her patience and arousal coupled into the most distinct taste and scent. And there, I’ll stay. Losing myself. Finding peace and a mental escape as her juices slowly begin to cover my face. My nose, my lips, my chin. Being covered and claimed by her, is something I could do over and over again. 

My hands will press into her thighs pushing them back and wider giving me more space to dine. 

Through her moans she’ll open her eyes and start to watch my devotion to her pleasure in full force. I’ll moan into her letting my auditory expressions of lust and satisfaction be felt inside. Her palm will find the back of my head as she pulls me even closer than I already am. She’ll moan “don’t stop” as her hips begin to buck.

My hunger and desire now on full display as my excitement and erection grow knowing I’m inching closer and closer to drinking her cum. 

Swallowing her cream. 

Holding her body as she covers her mouth to muffle her screams. 

Then I’ll keep going at the same pace. 

Consistency is key.

As she grows more sensitive my intensity will decrease. Lightly licking her clit mixed with soft kisses all over her lips. Occasionally leaning back to just to witness her glistening pedals shining like this..

Then we’ll kiss so she can taste herself on my lips. I’ll tell her how delicious she was and how much she was missed. 

If she has the energy for more then I’ll eagerly get on top and within seconds have my tip caressing her entrance..

And if she doesn’t then that’s fine. I’ll be more than happy rubbing her head and kissing her shoulders as she drifts off to sleep. I’ll feel sense of calm knowing that after putting out so much over the past days.. her bodies now at ease… 

I’ll still ache for more. And being so close to her will be tough. But for now, for tonight. That was just enough..